Endless-RainBow

I want to believe we will grow old together, have a thousand kids and a cliché happy ending. For once in my life, I wanna forget about reality and believe.   I want to fall from the highest point I can reach. For you. Y      O      U Only you. Take this part of soul I lent you and make it better. & promise me anything, from the moon to eternity, tell me I am the only one and I'll believe If you say I am the brightest star you've ever seen Lie to me and make it real I no longer care For you're the only thing I consciously surrender too.

I am autumn to fool you with my perfection.   You brush your hands in my bright, fierce red leaves and think this will never end, this is safe.  &  suddenly winter comes, and I am not anymore. I leave you behind, lost in the cold, and it doesn't even bother me.   I know I won't ever win against winter.   These colors are traitors, baby, don't believe in them, for they will falter away.  They are fake,  only a way to make you believe I am gonna stay.  You might think this bright, fierce red is eternal, but it's only ammoniac and chemicals.  Undern

I.  I dream of theatrical poses and fashion iconography, flashing eyelashes and making a pout with my mouth, while all I can do is hold the camera while you're the star.  Fashion iconography, where has personality gone? II. I see you through purple sheets and drapes & I wonder where are your bruises, mixed with the tone of the fabric.  I wonder if everyone hide their mind behind purple sheets to hide their tired souls to other's piercing eyes and knowing gaze. III. I hear two lovers throwing knives-shaped words to each others in their living room.  I feel my ears bleeding at the harsh sound of their t

It's a letter for you, a letter to who, a letter to boo A letter you will never read, a letter that will never be seen; A           (dead)                       letter A letter never written, a letter to be forgiven, A letter filled with empty words, a letter filled with swords A letter where lies a truth and A letter where one plays with words with melancholia while knowing it is as hard as curing emetophobia A letter that goes nowhere, A letter where nowhere is everywhere A letter for those who don't understand and for those who do A letter written by robot hand that sounds like a computer A letter for all those lonely peop

Day 31 You don't know me & you don' know my name But our feet have walked the same sidewalks & Our breaths sometimes intertwine in the morning air When we cross each other's paths Starbucks has a little to do with it But oh well, if caffeine can have a positive effect for once, I am willing to go on. Day 102 We're killing seconds, crushing them like butterflies in our hands That constructed wonderland around us, everywhere You know I won't fall, & I will stand my ground But if you go on like you do, you know too that I will forget you  faster than time Day 226 I've been standing on this borderline between illusion and reality fo